Panacea

He was the panacea to my disease

He was everything I’d wanted, wished for

He could be my cure, my pain, my happiness, my all.

But chose the path which lead him away from me

By the time he realized what I meant in his life, I was gone

I was broke

I was hurt

I needed something more than just love

I needed his time

I needed his attention

I never wanted him, I always needed him.

And this need made me what I am now

My disease was not just being lonely but was being in love with someone who never looked upon to me the way I did

He proved to be the panacea to my disease

He did cure me

Not with love but disappointment.

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