He was the panacea to my disease
He was everything I’d wanted, wished for
He could be my cure, my pain, my happiness, my all.
But chose the path which lead him away from me
By the time he realized what I meant in his life, I was gone
I was broke
I was hurt
I needed something more than just love
I needed his time
I needed his attention
I never wanted him, I always needed him.
And this need made me what I am now
My disease was not just being lonely but was being in love with someone who never looked upon to me the way I did
He proved to be the panacea to my disease
He did cure me
Not with love but disappointment.